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i am just.. so grateful. guilty, too, because i am not one to be good with birthdates (or names, for that matter). narcissistic too, because i have this practise of collecting everyone's birthday wishes and counting how many there are, and listing down exactly who wished me happy birthday. honestly, this does not mean i love the people who did NOT wish me, any less. i just want all the people out there who have touched my life, or had mine touch yours... thank you. God has given me the most beautiful blessings ever - a beautiful family & loving relatives, a faithful boyfriend, and an amazing army of friends. <3 you know it's the best birthday in the world when: ~ you're woken up in the morning by birthday SMSes, and you see some pending from last night ~ you have lovely meals with your boyfriend and don't OCD ~ you get birthday calls in the middle of the church sermons AND when you're at lunch AND when you're resting in bed AND when you're baking cookies, etc. ~ you get to BAKE with your boyfriend. how awesome is that!? ~ your parents and you have a lovely dinner without (much) argument and you get a complimentary bread and butter pudding cake cos it's your birthday ~ your inbox is flooded with facebook notifications, and your facebook page hangs several times because of the overload most importantly, it's because: you know God loves you because He has showered you with so many blessings. you guys rock. thank you.
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 come for peace day.
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i am going to see ELEPHANTS tomorrow! so excited. it's worth waking up for, haha. need to be at the pick up point at 6.45am. well anyway, here is a song i am very attached to at the moment: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cN8-6Hi8wSE also, check out my group's (eleena, pui may & me) water charter: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvCGLQShtTs . the end . for today .
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i'd cry when i think of the flaws that i have. i'd cry when i think of the opportunities i missed. i'd cry when i realize i did something to screw up my entire schedule. i'd cry if things don't go as planned. i'd cry when i think about people dying without enough to survive on. i'd cry watching a sad movie where the romance fades away. i'd cry when i ocd. i'd cry when i realize i'm not doing much to help myself there. i'd cry realizing i made an irreversible mistake. i'd cry knowing that time is rigid. i'd cry if i felt insecure or inferior. i'd cry if i were doing something i did not believe in. i'd cry if i were tired or frustrated. i'd cry because i know i'm better than that and can be more mature. i'd cry when i miss my boyfriend. i'd cry knowing next year i'd miss him more. i'd cry thinking about my lovely little family relationship and where it's going. i'd cry thinking about my mom and dad. i'd cry for God, because He hears me. but tears don't fall upon the surface...
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  pics on sarah's camera.yeah. those were the days. i was sociable then. lately i'm just not in the mood for any social scene. talking and reading are the height of my day. screw all that entertainment stuff like pool and hanging out. it seems like just a waste of time. i'm just so serious lately. the only time i'm myself is when i'm with you.
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